All the dopamine in the world

Lately, I have still been in my crazy happy mood. This has been added by the general optimism around me. That's because all of you in my life are pretty much amazing.
The only problem I am having is that I just don't have any ambition towards school. However, for the most part I am doing fine. All I have to do is make sure I am allocating the right amount of time towards good old school . But in reality I am fine.

There has been on thing that has been getting more thought than the rest of the things in my life that demand any amount of thought processing. This thought has been one of where I am living next year. While right now I am fine with the fact that for the most part I have a "kind of" roommate its also really frustrating. Because, I won't know for a while whether I really have a roommate for next semester or not. In the meantime, if I see any amazing offers as far as living with people then I may just agree. However, I don't see too many people that I know at least running around looking for roommates or really being very concerned with getting roommates for next year at this time.

Third, wow Third Eye Blind is amazing. The song I am listening to this moment is Motorcycle Drive By. It is such an amazing song. Basically, they are amazing and you should listen to them. Also, if you don't listen to Brand New, you fail at life. Ok so you don't fail at life, maybe I am being a bit irrational and crazy because I am in a really crazy happy mood.

Anyway, this session is over.

today

it was good. I'll elaborate later, I am still busy.

Today I haven't done too many things.
With my co-site (Dan Nowiski) for Alternative Spring Breaks we managed to get all of our interviewees called. That was rather exciting we also managed to have a couple of those confirmed times.
I had coffee with the amazing Emily Doerr.
Went back to the Vol Center and picked up my backpack and moved on to the library and decided to read a book for a while. I am currently reading The Broker By John Grisham.
Later I made my way slowly here, to the computer lab in Grawn. So I can eventually print some stuff out. At the same time also blogging a little.

the way it is and was

For the first month or two of this semester it was difficult for me. I was not liking the semester and having a hard time with it. Basically dealing with it by myself. But now I have shifted into a way of life that has certain friends that are central to me. They mean the world to me.
There are many people that would be in this list and right now i am not going to go into names. I will do that later when I have the time to do justice to their giving of time and emotion.
How was this semester hard for me? Well much of it has had to do with chaning from living on campus to going off campus. Which I have loved from the beginning, however I definietly cut down on the amount of people that I talk to. I also prefer to call this quality w/o quantity in relationships. Unfortunately, there are those people that I just never see anymore. Mostly because we arn't in any of the same things. If any of those people happen to read this they should remember that I am just a call, text message, facebook post, or blog comment away. This goes to any one of my friends, if you ever need me I makemyself as available as possible and my cell phone is on at all times. So feel free to give me a call.

I am

I am ...
full of joy
happier than ever
busier than ever
loving it
listening to coheed and cambria right now